its been days since i last wrote something here...la naman nangyari eh haha! hmmm,,, my last entry was Saturday,, well,, 2 friends of mine, JB and Aldrin went over to my house super late at night! 11pm ba naman pumunta dito sa house! but its ok!:) saya naman eh! daldal nila! i got really entertained by them! dami kwento ni Wuttadaddy! haha! he even told me a very surprising news about a common friend which...im very thankful to God didnt happen to me. after that i slept na din!

hmmm...Yesterday was the start of our last week in our dance workshop... sad nga eh..i wont be able to hang out with my friends that much na..oh well.. anyway,, hmmm... it wasnt exactly a very good day for me coz something went wrong,,kakasad nga eh,,its a good thing Mika and my best friend were there to comfort and help me.. and of course..Choco chex to make me smile with her always bungisngis face...hehe..:) hmmm...We had a very exciting session with Coach nino though! So, despite my really bad mood,,i was able to enjoy myself!:)

Astig talaga breakdancing! woohoo! basic palang natututunan ko,,,but i can say that its going to be really fun!:) We learned simple breakdancing routine, like 6 step...and i dont remember what the others are called..hahaha! anyway...we're all looking forward to learn more this week..its gunna be really fun..:)

hmmm...after the workshop we went to mcdonalds but really didnt stay long..then went to alvero bldg again to hang with the girls. after that, pat, bestee and i went to seattle's to meet up some friends. hey! we actually met new friends! Their friends of Melvin..:) hmm.. after that we went to Cello's to buy our favorite doughnuts! yahoo! then we went home..:) on our way, i met Karla's cousin, Melvin's sister, Mairish...(i dont know if that the right spelling..hehe) and her friend Pau. Then there..we went home! When we reached home, we played around, played instruments, guitar, drums and piano..hehe! pasiklaban kaming lahat! haha! Then we went to my tita's bday party...wow! got really drunk! sarap! haha!:) super galing pa nung band that's why we really enjoyed ourselves..:) its funny though coz pat got drunk agad (which never really happend ever.. before. hehe!). She had this major crush on the guitar player! he's name is Gilbert! haha! and funny nung name! remember having this lunchbox back when i was in grade 5 named Gilbert the fish! hahaha! 

Anyway, going back to my story, grabe! sobrang dasperado yata si pat mameet yung guy na yun last night eh! haha! but i think the closest she could get was just to sit beside him when we were singing for my mom's bestfriend! hahaha! kawawa! poor kid! anyway, hmmm...didnt remember much after that.. but i remember meeting some people there, that i havent seen for a very long time. Also, we danced half the night away! hehe!:) hmm,,,then yun...we went home na..:)

Today..nothing happend..as usual! hahaha! woke up at around 9:30am (with a terrible headache) to check my phone, then i slept again,,woke up at 12nn. haha! grabe! BATUGAN KO!!!! hahaha! all i ever do is eat and sleep! hahaha! anyway...sorry guys ah! im really not myself today..haha!

so,,,here's a little something before i go...

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He told his girl:

"I will give up everything for you"

But he once told me,

that I AM his "everything".

He wasnt lying when he said that.

I AM his "everything"

and he gave ME up for HER...

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hey you guys! im back! wasnt able to update yesterday because i was out the whole day...LITERALLY.

ok..so i slept at around 1:30 in the morning and woke up at 5:25am! ginicing pa ako ni melvin (thanks man! i owe you big time!) anyway...texted stitch, though im xur still is sleeping...ate a little breakfast..then went to Assumption College to take my exam..damn! i was so nervous! buti nalang ziggy was there! waahh!!!! atlst i was able to relax even just a little..kakatense noh! badtrip pa kasi the english part was really hard! hello! how was i suppose to know what those vocab words mean?! im not a dictionary you know! argh!!!! oh well.. atlst the math part was easier than that of the ones in Miriam...well..hopefully i pass the test...sobrang nakakadrain yun noh! kainis! after the test pa..it got really hot already! had to wait for like an hour for my mom and sisters to come and pick me up! haay... well..AC.. the place wasnt that bad...it was nice..i wouldnt mind studying and staying there sabi kasi ni ma, magddorm ako dun..cool nga eh..but i havent seen the dorm yet..

anyway...it was almost 1pm when my mom arrived...di pa ako naglulunch at sobrang hilong-hilo na ako! i had to attend my workshop pa at 1:30pm! funny thing is..something happend pa on our way to katip! traffic na nga, we had to stop over pa somewhere kasi... basta! something was up...hehehe..we arrived katip at 2pm..still feeling woozy i didnt feel like dancing..but still tried..ganyan ko kamahal ang pagsasayaw! hahaha!:) kakahilo nga eh! the routine had a lot of turning turning ekek! hahaha! coach nino taught us how to do basic break dancing! cool huh?! kakatakot nga lang kasi ilang beses muntikang malandingan ni melvin yung ulo ko! hahahahaha!! and guess what guyz! the famous Chris..."best friend" of pat went to visit her there!

So, after the workshop, me, pat, chris, Aisne and her twin brother, roz and gel went to Mcdo to get a bite to eat! i was so hungry but i couldnt eat a lot coz i felt like vomitn! waahhh! anyway... hmm... sarap talaga ng libre!!! thanks aisne!!! mwah mwah! hehehe! hmmm.... after that, the rest of our workshop friends went to mcdo to hang with us! astig mantrip ng mga tao! we saw the "feeling cool" group! hahaha! grabe! i think all their boylets are left overs of our batch! haha! kawawa naman sila! tira-tira nalang yung mga nakukuha nila..haay..im so sorry! i just cant help it! i dont like their attitudes kasi eh! super bastos nila! no respect talaga for us! haay... anyway... after that, we went to starbux.. unfortunately...pat and i wasnt able to find a place where we could take a bath...so, lam niyo kung san nalang? STARBUX!!!! hahaha! sobrang nakakahiya! Mika Mil! wala na bang mas kakaiba sa mga tingin mo?! hahaha! you never fail to make me smile! although sometimes nakakatakot mga tingin niya! coz its as if she knows a lot of things that i dont...feeling ko tuloy may kasalanan ako or something...she looks at me with this super weird smile..tapos wala akong magawa kung di ngumiti nalang din..hehehe! i love this girl!:)

Anyway..after that,,we went to our fave hang out place! EASTWOOD!!! yahoo! saya! we went around to look for cool earings, went to jacksloft to eat yummy dinner! ehehe..:) thanks for dinner mel! haha! sarap ng libre! yum yum! after that, we went to watch a movie! saya! ganda ng Guess who! super funny! walang dull moment!:)  

hmm... after that we went to Mcdo to hang out til my mom picked us up!;) then...we went home na! saya! namiss ko umalis! sobrang tagal ko na hindi nakakagimik! 

hey guys! im gunna have a summer job at my aunt's salon! Assistant at the front desk! cool! magkakapera ako! hahaha! 

hmmm..today..really didnt do anything.. i just fixed my scrap book! hehehe!:) tapos i just slept the whole day! yak! ang bum ko! grabe! i miss my bestee! *sniff sniff*

anyway..here's little something before i go...

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There's a difference between giving up

and letting go...

Letting go...

is sacrificing what was rightfully yours...

Giving up..

is forgetting what was never yours...

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ok...so last night i spent 2hours updating my blog...it was like 11-1am! know what happend?! nag brown out...and stupid little me wasnt able to save everything,,,and i cant remember a single word that i wrote here...BADTRIP!!!!! argh!

oh well....looks like i just have to retype everything i said yesterday..hahaha!

so, yesterday was really weird! woke up a bit sad.. and i dont really know why...it was like something was missing...but anyway...woke up...took a bath, dressed up, went to pick up roz and went to katip for our dance workshop!:) so fun!

ok fine..it was fun until we learned the new choreography! it was so freaking hard to comprehend! more like to sink in..hahaha!:) it was exhausting! but hey! it was still fun! not only because we learn new stuff about dancing...but also enjoy the company of the people around us. i guess these are two reasons that im always excited to attend the workshop. Lemme tell you guys a bit of something about the people i spend 2 hours of my days with every monday,wednesday and fridays.

Coach Nino: The best dancer and choreographer that ive ever known! not to mention super bait pa!    

The Guys:

Melvin: mapapa woah ka sa galing! he knows how to carry a step, not to mention, lambot pa ng katawan! one of the makukulit people in the workshop, saya kausap..but sometimes really funny coz u'll often find him staring blankly at something! hahaha! weird nga eh! nice guy this one!

Joseph: Aisne's younger brother (more like twin brother if you ask me..hehehe) well,, he doesnt talk much in class,,so ud really rather talk to melvin instead..hahaha!:) but he's really nice and super cute magsayaw! haha! never fails to make me smile! 

The Girls:

Kat: The prettiest girl anyone could ever see in the phase of the planet!!!! wahahahahaha! ok fine! im lying...most gorgeous! hahahaha! fine fine! i'll go to the next girl!                                                                  

Pat: My sister! one of the best dancers that i know! youngest in the workshop and one of the people who gets the steps agad.:)

Roz: My best friend! also a very good dancer! saya kasama! one of the makukulit people that i know! hehe! at super nakakatawa pa sa workshop!

Mika: Siga magsayaw! kakatakot! haha! pero in fairnezzzzzz galing!:) she has this weird way of staring at me everytime we see each other,,,very mischievous!haha! parang palaging may alam sakin na di ko alam! hahaha! super saya kaasaran! hehe..

Luch: Sweeest voice! haha! :) and cute smile..that makes me smile too!:) 

Karla: Melvin's cousin! my bestfriend when i was in grade two! Maton! has a great body! haha! seriously people! very intimidating! a very good dancer! pretty and charming too! super flexible!

Cheska: Choco chex!!!! super saya kausap! feeling ko ako na pinakanakakatawang tao sa mundo everytime i talk to her! lahat ng sinasabi ko benta sa kaniya! hehehe!:) i like the way she dances... very graceful and feminine!:)

Aisne: Damn you popping girl! the only girl who can get the whole popping technique thing! Super galing sumayaw! idol ng lahat! hehe! justin timberlake and billy combined! haha! fine OA! pero galing talaga sumayaw! kakainis! hehe! hmmm...kakatuwa! everytime she dances,,,she wears this red hairband with a really big ribbon, with a hellokitty design! haha! its so freaking hilarious! 

Laozkeeh: Our belly dancing girl! graceful, really cute when she tries to dance hiphop,,,lambot ng katawan...sarap manyakin! hahaha! kidding lao! inaalagaan ako! ehehe..:)

So,,anyway,,,going back to what im saying...after the dance workshop, aisne, her twin brother, roz, pat and i went to Mcdo to hang out! hahaha! so fun! yummy food! We ate fries, mcfloat, burger.... actually that just about it..hahaha! then we made kulitan...unfortunately, we caught aisne at a very bad timing...her corny and hyper side was on... but hey...it wasnt that bad! hehehe! she was funny! and staring at her and her brother made me laugh even more! they were complete opposites despite the similarities in their faces! hehehe!:)

Anyway...after mcdo, we went to cello's bought doughnuts then went to Roz's house! Cool! I love hanging out there! i feel so relaxed when i stay there. So, when we arrived roz's place, i took a bath,,,ate canton and ice cream! (yumyum!!) and watched DVD's! We watched girl next door, Old school and CSI! So fun! We practically pigd out infront of the television! hahaha! cool huh? Buti na nga lang di nagsasawa si Roz sakin eh! i dont know why..but i really hate it when im not with roz...haay...i guess i just want to spend a lot of time with her..since i only have this summer to do so...we all know that we're not going to be at the same school,, she's going to be studying in Ateneo and i'll be studying...God knows where..hehehe! so, i guess,, thats the reason why i always wunna be with her and that i never get tired of seeing her. ehehehe!:) after that, my mom picked us up at around 10pm and went home.

Today...really didnt do much! i just slacked around in my room... woke up at 5:30am para manggising! hehe...then slept again..:) then,had a jammin session with my sister.. read some review papers and slept....A LOT! By the way.... I PASSED MIRIAM!!!!!! YAHOOO! i have a school na! hahaha! so happy! the girlfriend of my cousin was sweet enough to check out if i passed...and texted me the result! God! i love that girl!:)

anyway...nothing really special happened today...just talked to a couple of friends, texted with some.. and..that's just about it...haha!

 Anyway..see the pretty girl on my left? that krystle paz...i call her mama...i texted with her this morning! i miss this girl! very malandi! she likes to make landian with me a lot! haha! super cutie nya noh! she takes care of me too..that's why i call her mama! she acts like my mom! She gives me sermons when she thinks i need it.. which pretty much happens a lot! hahaha! and tells me to eat...even if she eats mt baon always in school! haha!:)

The girl on my right is ziggy...one of my kabarkadas... member of curly and the rebands and tammy and the bitter peanuts! hahaha! very witty, stylish and funny! la lang..just remembered them...saw this pix kasi eh! hehehe!

anyway...the day is about to end...i have a test in AC tomorrow...i have to go na..so,,,wish me luck guys! im really gunna need it! hehe! :)

MISS STITCH, OJ, BEST!!

so, here's a bit of something before i leave this bunk...

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They say that time is a healer...

That's a lie.

You just get used to bearing the pain,

til your heart gets numb.

You dont live.

You just get by...

One stupid day at a time....

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im so happy today!! yahoo!19 really is my day! punta dito si roz, yatot and oj!!!! saya!!! shux!! buti nga di nagsasawa sakin si roz eh! i was with her yesterday din eh! went over to her house! ahahaha! i actually didnt want to go home na..hmm..anyway,now that's what i call food trip! hmm...as usual, i wasnt allowed to go out...so, i asked my bestfriends to go here nalang! enjoy naman sila eh! they were able to taste my lola's pasta! sarap!:) dami nanaman nakain ni best! hehehe!!! i love watching her eat! it makes me wunna pig out too! hahahaha!!! its amazing how takaw she can get and manage to maintain her body! ganda ng curves nyan eh!!! hahaha! (gosh! she should see my blog!) anyway,we watched "my sassy girl" one of my favorite movies!!!:) and as usual...my room is a mess!!! kainis! OC pa naman ako when it comes to my bed! everything's scattrd around..pero ok lang! enjoy naman eh! got a new tank top pa!!! yahoo!! compliments of stitch!! hehehe!! thanks so much!! mwah mwah!!!

hmmm....this day is kind of sad din...my sister cried..and i really hate it when that happens,,,ive been protecting her ever since i knew what protecting means,,,and i guess it sucks when you see her get hurt...actually i dont think so...i know so...

kainis kasi her boyfriend wont be coming back from the states,,,at first i felt bad coz i thought about my pasalubong..haha! funny isnt it? but when i saw my sister cry...haay...di ako nag ooa ah! pero i felt her pain...for the very first time i know that my sister loves someone...and for the 1st time...she got her heart broken...and for the first time..i couldnt do anything about it...i feel useless...haay...

anyway...tama na! lalo ako nasasad! hmmm... grabe...i really need to go out! i wunna party! i miss dancing, laughing with my friends, tripn on things, food trip! haay...i miss them!!! mis you trish,karen and ziggy! THE CURLY AND THE REBANDS....G4 ISANG KULOT!!! waaahhh!! where for art thou g4!!!

hmmm..anyway...cute ni reana! my little sister! ahehe.:) kawawa rin actually...today is suppose to be our day...our quality time together..but hey! still spent time with her though!:)

waaaahh!!!! watched scooby doo!!! hahaha!!! remembered Melvin! go melvin doo!!! ahahaha!! go melvin! Gosh! thanks melvin for the help!!! great guy!

anyhoo...kainis!!! i cant upload some pictures!!! argh!!!! i wanted to put lots pa naman din! haayy... next time nalang guys!

here's a little something before i go...

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Heartbreak on a wedding day:

Girl: why do you have to play our song while

your bride was walking down the aisle?

Boy: coz thats the only way i could pretend

that you're my bride...

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Went to jaymee's debut yesterday! wow!super nice! its theme was hawaiian! cool noh? cute nga namen ni bestee last night eh! haha! we were both wearing a tube top! astig! sana lang may malagay akong pix dito...kaya lang ala eh..haha! hmm... well..its monday today..woke up at around 10am..was so tired coz of last night's party...plus..super badtrip coz it was my 2nd day today! sakit tuloy ng puson ko!argh!

so mejo lang! super bummer ng strike today ah! ala jeep and fx! it was really hard to get a vehicle to go to aisne's place! but it was cool...we got a taxi! astig! ADVENTURE!!! hahaha! i was with my sister, pat..hehe..:) hmmmm....astig din coz i get to spend quality tme with pat! its really fun to do stuff with her.. lalo na kpag kmeng dalawa lang..hehe..we get to talk about a lot of stuff..:)cool huh?

 haha! here's my sister pat..along with me..

hmmm...so, punta kami katip with aisne,her brother,my bestfriend, me and my sister! saya! after two long hours of dancing,popping and waving...it was time to go home...aww...so sad..... we were suppose to go over to karla's house..kaya lang their gunna have a family gathering eh..sayang! karla by the way was my bestfriend back in grade 2..haha! labo! la lang..just wunna share! wunna see her pretty face? hehe..:) ok then...

 haha! yach! dugyot ko jan! sorry!

hmm...anyway...i kinda feel like putting lots of pictures in this entry! hehe! di ko alam kung bakit! haha!

anyway...i might go out tom!!! kasama ko nanaman bestfriend ko! and with my baby sister! haha! im so excited! we're gunna pig out tomorrow while watching tv!!! cool huh? hmmm.. mejo la na ako masabi dito...i'll add something up nalang tomorrow..:)

see you all guys! here's a little something before i ditch this bunk...

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When you love,

you want it to last forever.

but when you think about it...

THE BEST LOVE IS NOT NECESARILY THOSE THAT LAST FOREVER

its when you feel happiest

and get hurt the most...

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aww....kachat ko si opha right now...miss ko na yung mga kulokoys na toh!!! hahaha! love you guys!!!